the years are far too many

to validate my words and make

them seem any less insane 

on paper than when they swirl

around inside my head,

so i’ll pretend the years that’ve passed

are actually only weeks

and the you that i remember

is the one that lives today

 

because when years go by

and people grow up, 

they change 

into something different.

they become closer

to their end person

when the changing finally stops.

 

i am scared your end person

is not the same person i remember

when we were both still growing.

 

i am scared your end person

and my end person

do not fit together

with the easy we once did.

 

i am scared our persons have grown apart

over the years that have passed us by.

 

we have changed too much

to fit together, anymore.

 

an irreversible truth

that has taken me years

to accept.


Jordan is a Biomedical and Mechanical Engineering major with a minor in psychology. Her dream job is to create prosthetics for children in under-developed countries. She has always loved to write and found her passion for writing poetry a couple of years ago during her year off from school due to health problems. She currently writes for Penn State’s newspaper, The Daily Collegian and published a book last year! She’s also a Public Relations THON captain and has had the opportunity to write the publications THON releases, including a blog they are implementing this year!